tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-87211323998718573112011-07-31T03:45:44.381-07:00mEKelVin bEnEdIcthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12485770061580456450noreply@blogger.comBlogger31100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8721132399871857311.post-59561522709271627222009-12-08T09:49:00.000-08:002009-12-08T09:51:24.140-08:00my life is a mess....i m a mess,everything is a mess...<br />can i?shall i?may i?do i?...<br />i am so much confused...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8721132399871857311-5956152270927162722?l=once-bitten-twice-cry.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KelVin bEnEdIcthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12485770061580456450noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8721132399871857311.post-64254512498598981062009-05-12T09:20:00.000-07:002009-05-12T09:39:24.438-07:00since i came bek,i was totally lost...<br />i dun nw wad am i doing....<br />stress,perhaps?<br />financial crisis,ability,socialization,etc,etc...<br />everything stressing me...i wonder where is my talent...<br />i m not good at talking,consoling,helping..basically not good in everything<br />the armor of my confidence have been stripped off,it had been attacked until almost not much left...<br />i m getting frustrated as easy as 123 nowadays...<br />everytime i think of css,i think of dat unloyal fellow,i get pissed off...<br />grandma getting weaker n weaker as day passes~peace be with u~<br />however something touches me today...priest is de doctor for souls.<br />i apologize to those who i offended ,i m a little weird dis week n might probably make some friend feel unhappy with me...<br />allow me...<br />ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhahahahahahahahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh<br />hhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhrgb4tiubdnvcodi uwfnmfnsr vnd,servnhfds,fnumjudfirreijrgkjkfjkrgnrtkjngbvndm vcmclv,xcnvmckxcvmj,fgm,khihjoigop vfgvgk fgig goifromvirogjroxz,;ihrglvnbinvdhotugokhoidjcakdgbscnsgdkjbsgjofoFfbwifbsdkjcvbSDGIOGFfnjbvsiudv dhddsjhiodshvdsivbsdvhsdv nsdkfj;fgukfjvbnsdvbsdvdhfsmiub cvdnvcbcnofihfoGF;ofgPIFGEFJKFBJENRFBJEKUSHCRGEKHFRTYNFKHFDKGLDFIUESRENWDDKLFGHOIFYRTUF ffjfsjgh gjughrjgBFJDUREGNVDFNBKHEGRONMC.VNAGfhoefhufbfvV FGUJNNDV NJGNVDVHDGIHUVBVAHDfkvbjdkvgblsduibdsiuuiefbbvxv c vbv dbudcfdifhdd d dvbdhvioedvdvn dvbd;vdivndbvdjvbmxvbdfryhtyrtyrtpgbjdfsdeiobfdfodgVLF;uBDNCSDAFIDBVvR<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8721132399871857311-6425451249859898106?l=once-bitten-twice-cry.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KelVin bEnEdIcthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12485770061580456450noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8721132399871857311.post-68644436724310114332009-01-20T11:39:00.000-08:002009-01-20T12:08:58.111-08:00半夜凌晨3.42。。。<br />刚下了一场小雨。。。。<br />现在的我不是很想睡觉。。。<br />明天早上考BA,到现在我还没会做一题。。。<br />三个月来，我可以所是每有真正好好上这一课。每次都没有听老师所说的话。。。。<br />感觉很内疚，我后悔了几次了却没能让自己不再后悔。。。。每次都说下个学期一定一定要努力，可是呢全都是垃圾，废话，讲爽的！<br />我也不知道要说什么好。。。3张account paper，前两张都还没能过就来了第三张，更难得。。。<br />很生气我自己的。。。每次都对自己的话不负责任，说要读却没有。。。<br />到现在害到我自己account一点都不会。。。。<br />我真的想对我自己负责任，顺利毕业。。。。<br />真的那些多余的东西真的不想去想了。。。我要顺利毕业！！！！<br />很对不起家人。。。。<br />现在的我不是不要温习明天的考试，我真的一点都看不懂。。。我真的没那个心。。。。<br />真的有想过明天不去考试。。。对，我是堕落了。。。<br />现在只剩最后一次会了。。。。加油吧，我！<br />只希望家人会谅解我。。。。对不起，爸！对不起，妈！我错了，我太不会想了，我的思想太不成熟了。。。。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8721132399871857311-6864443672431011433?l=once-bitten-twice-cry.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KelVin bEnEdIcthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12485770061580456450noreply@blogger.com0