lost

since i came bek,i was totally lost...
i dun nw wad am i doing....
stress,perhaps?
financial crisis,ability,socialization,etc,etc...
everything stressing me...i wonder where is my talent...
i m not good at talking,consoling,helping..basically not good in everything
the armor of my confidence have been stripped off,it had been attacked until almost not much left...
i m getting frustrated as easy as 123 nowadays...
everytime i think of css,i think of dat unloyal fellow,i get pissed off...
grandma getting weaker n weaker as day passes~peace be with u~
however something touches me today...priest is de doctor for souls.
i apologize to those who i offended ,i m a little weird dis week n might probably make some friend feel unhappy with me...
allow me...
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